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October 5th, 2011

a typical anxiety dream

i just awoke from a nightmare that in the morning, a pair of my finches - tom and dot - were dead. i picked them up and they were warm and limp. i pulsed my fingers on their little chests - tiny CPR - and brought them back to life, frantically. when they sprung to life again, they were extremely sick in a way they had not ever been before. then i panicked that there was nothing i could do but watch them suffer, that they were suffering and fragile and dying all over again.

we control so little in life and in dreams and nightmares.

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